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Aww you're such a great writer and this story has a nice plot. <3

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Ch.6: A Beautiful Lie

Dr. Ryan Ross drove off to the hospital earlier than usual. His first surgery wasn’t until nine, but he wanted to get there at eight. In the passenger seat of his car rested a brown paper bag that managed to steal a smile from him when he snatched it before climbing off the car.

Various people greeted him on his way to the ER, which he replied politely. Taking the steps by two, Ryan reached the doctor’s lounge to see Faith sitting there. She wasn’t alone, but he shrugged it off.

“Morning…” He said, Faith looked at him with a smile.

“Okay, I’m off. See you on Sunday.” Michael stood up quickly and left the room with little more than I nod in Ryan’s direction.

“Hey, you.” Faith said as Ryan sat by her side.

“You look like crap.” He said with a chuckle. Faith rolled her eyes.

“I bet you’d look the same if some drunken asshole decided to drive into a tree at 4.30 am.” As she spoke, she fired up the coffee pot again, getting a warm cup for Ryan.

“Thanks.” He muttered and then cleared his throat. “I got something for you.” Reaching inside the brown paper bag, Ryan got a couple of ham sandwiches, cookies… “And this is yours.” He said handing her a chocolate muffin.

“Ryan!” She said giggling.

“What? You asked for a chocolate muffin!” He giggled along.

“You are so cheesy. Thanks.” She said kissing his cheek before biting the muffin. Her stomach twisted in discomfort, making her leave the muffin back on the table. This time Ryan noticed.

“You’re okay?” He asked worriedly.

“I’m fine.” She said with a faint smile.

Ryan sighed. “Faith, you’ve been getting morning sick for weeks now. Are you sure you’re alright?” He looked at her intently, maybe looking for answers in her expression, but it remained blank as usual.

“I’m sure…”

Ryan bit his lip, still looking at her. “Sure you’re not… you know… pregnant?” He said lowering his voice. “I mean… morning sickness, being tired all day, I don’t remember the last time you got your period and you’re usually like a clock…” He scratched his head, looking away.

Faith felt like someone threw a bucket of cold water on top of her. “I’m not, Ryan.” She said, hiding the guilt. After all it wasn’t a lie, technically.

Ryan nodded. “Okay.”

“Aww, aren’t the king and queen of the 4th floor?” Frankie entered the room, giggling at the couple, ignorant to the tension floating between them.

“I thought Wentz was the queen.” Faith said standing up to get her stuff. Ryan flinched and Frankie laughed.

“C’mon, the guy is married!” Ryan defended Pete. After all he was one of his best friends.

“Married, not dead.” Frankie pointed out.

“Exactly, and as married as he is, that haven’t stopped him from getting his freak on with half of the 4th floor nurses…” Faith added.

“And some of the 5th floor too…” Frankie scratched his chin, like he was thinking.

“And Patrick Stump.”

Frank and Faith laughed, but Ryan just crossed him arms. That one had been a pretty low blow for Pete: him getting involved with Dr. Stump, a pediatrician. Rumor had it they had been really good friends during Med school, [/really/] good friends and after a few years apart, they had a very ‘romantic’ reencounter when Patrick arrived to the hospital.

Whatever the truth was, Patrick and Pete kept it to themselves and never openly discussed the matter.

Ryan sipped his coffee while Frankie and Faith discussed the patients left in the ER, pendant blood tests and the drunk driver who was now in the recovery room. After Frankie took his things to the little bedroom, Ryan stood up and got close to Faith.

“You coming tonight?” He asked rubbing her arms.

“I’ll call you when I get out of the clinic.” Faith answered, hanging her backpack on her shoulder.

Ryan smiled and kissed her, holding her hand as they walked out of the lounge, releasing her when they got to the last step.

“See you later.” Ryan said walking away from her with a smile. Faith waved at him walking the opposite hallway.



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awwww Ryan is sooooo sweet in this ahhh love it but she lied to him why

anyway i LOVE IT
update soon please? ? ?

I finally decided to read this.
And god damn.
This is fucking amazing.
(Excuse my language. I have a smart mouth.)
This is pure genius. I'm not gonna lie.
And you can ask Nik, I had a total drool fest thinking of Wentz in scrubs.
I'm really wishing to be a nurse on the 4th floor. Mmmmmmmm.

Amazing.
Really, dead serious it's fantastic.
Spectacularly original and devious plot.
It's real.
It's intense.
And just plain fabulous.

Please update soon.

HEY you know I'm still pretending that I'm Dr. Ashley, right? xD

MEGGO ICU USING MA BUTTON THAT RACHEL IS NOT SUPPOSED TO KNOW ABOUT.

BABY I'M REALLY SORRY.
I LOVE IT TOO MUCH NOT TO USE IT.

Ch.7: Weigh of the world

The babies of the PICU were silent. They always were, besides the quiet beeping of their monitors and the occasional whimper, there wasn’t much noise in the warm room. Nurse Aiyana Ross liked it, liked the peace that embraced her there. Maybe that’s why she liked working there so much, away from the noise of the other infants in the pediatric floor.

She had just finished feeding and checking the stats of the last baby when the door creaked open. It was too early for Dr. Urie to come yet, so she popped her head out and saw Faith on the changing room, leaving her backpack. Aiyana smiled and finished the chart she was scribbling in, leaving it on the desk.

“Morning, cousin!” She said with a smile, giving Faith a small hug. Faith rolled her eyes.

“Last time I checked, Ryan was your cousin, not me.”

“Yeah, but you’re together, so it’s the same.” Aiyana chuckled as both women sat on the nursery desk.

Faith shook her head, realizing how useless was trying to explain the current situation to her friend. If she didn’t get it after the millionth time, Faith doubted she’d ever will. As Aiyana picked up her abandoned chart to finish her daily scribbling, Faith took a small tour through the little cribs where the new borns laid. She watched them lying there, helpless and fragile… and she clutched her stomach again, feeling it empty. Faith sighed.

“What’s wrong?” Aiyana asked, without looking up.

“Nothing.” She said evasively and went to have a seat on the desk again, rubbing her face in the process.

“You’re telling me no, but something is obviously wrong… What’s bothering you?” Aiyana insisted

“More like, what’s NOT bothering me.” Faith roamed her pockets and got the US pics, handing them to Yana. “And Ryan doesn’t know, by the way…”

Aiyana’s eyes went wide open at first. “Wait, you’re...” Before finishing that phrase she did a double take and realized the egg was empty. Gulping an “Oh…”, she sighed and gave the pics back to Faith. “Have you decided to tell him at all?”

“What for?” Faith said shaking her head and burying the pics back in her pocket.

“Because, even if…” Aiyana’s eyes flinched and stopped for a moment. “I would still talk to him about it. What if he stumbles across something and finds out what you hid? And you can’t grieve alone, Faith.”

“I’m not grieving!” Faith said, obviously lying. Thinking how much she would’ve liked to have Ryan at least holding her hand when Spencer told her the truth about her pregnancy, cause it felt so fucking bad. “And I can--” Faith stopped and looked down. “It’s complicated.”

“Ok, so you aren’t grieving.” Aiyana rolled her eyes, clearly reading through Faith. “But I still think you should talk.” She continued, looking at Faith. “And I’m not just speaking as his family... I’m speaking as your friend.” She said sympathetically.

Faith swallowed hard, fighting to keep a stern voice. “There’s no point in it. He doesn’t have to know and everything can just stay the same.”

“Only, it’ll never be the same…”

“Really? Why not?”

“Obviously because there could have been another person involved! Unless you planned on hiding the kid too.” Aiyana crossed her arms as Faith glared at her. Cause it was one thing to hide a nonexistent pregnancy and a very different one to deny Ryan his kid.

“You really think I’d do that? Of course not! If there was a baby there, I would tell him… but-- there’s not.”

“And you should still tell him!” Aiyana said firmly. She couldn’t understand why Faith was keeping this from Ryan in the first place, seeing she’d run to tell if she was Faith, but shrugged it off. It wasn’t her problem to deal with and she knew Faith wouldn’t let her get involved either. Aiyana sighed and paused before asking. “Are you having the procedure?”

Faith nodded. “Spencer is getting it out this Saturday.” She clutched her stomach, thinking again how much she’d like to have Ryan there. And Aiyana seemed to read her mind.

“He could find out on his own, Faith… Then where would that leave you?”

“Then I’ll have to make sure he doesn’t.” Cause that’s something Faith didn’t wanna think about.

“Do what you have to do, then. But I still feel like he could help you through this.”

Being used to deal with shit alone, Faith had never needed someone there for her. This time, though, it was more of a ‘wanting’ than a ‘needing’ thing. Only she wasn’t admitting it. “I don’t need his help to ‘get over this’, or whatever you mean by that.”

“Ok, FINE, ice princess… if you say so.” Aiyana rolled her eyes in defeat and picked up her clipboard again.

Deep down inside, Faith knew Aiyana was right. Even if there was no baby, Ryan had the right to know and even share the blame of the pregnancy ending so abruptly. Guilt that, so far, Faith was taking all by herself.

“Where is your boo anyways?” She asked, trying to get rid of the dense atmosphere their conversation created. Aiyana blushed.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

Faith giggled at her as the PICU door creaked open, letting a cheerful Dr. Brendon Urie inside the room.

“Speak of the devil…” Faith said with a chuckle that quickly turned into a laugh at seeing Aiyana sigh and swoon.

“Shut up.” Aiyana said, giving Faith the evil eye.

“Haven’t said shit.” She said raising her hands.

“Good morning, ladies!” Brendon greeted them with a grin.

“Urie…” Faith said still wearing a smirk.

“Morning, Brendon.” Aiyana said with a wide smile, balancing the clipboard on her hip.

Faith shook her head, being careful not to be seen by any of them. It was a well known fact, in her inner circle at least, that Aiyana’s had the biggest crush on Brendon forever and was also common knowledge that he was, in Faith’s words, a manwhore. He knew how much attention he got from the feminine staff of the pediatric floor and he liked that attention, managing a few charming smiles and cute pouts to get everything he wanted, from a free breakfast to a quickie in the changing room. Faith could only laugh at it after being proved immune to Brendon’s charisma.

She waited for Brendon to start checking on the first baby to pull Aiyana to her side, and back from her daydreaming.

“I’ll leave you both alone now.” Faith whispered. “Just remember to wear a condom…” She added with a chuckle, covering her head from the slap Aiyana gave her.

“Just leave.” She spat with a glare.

“Keep your mouth shut.” Faith warned and Aiyana nodded before turning her attentions to Brendon again.


It was still early. Faith could still get home and have some sleep before going to the clinic, but her conversation with Aiyana got her mind out of control. Yana was right: Ryan should know about it. But how could Faith even begin to explain anything? Could she really tell Ryan about not only the fail pregnancy, but also about what she felt for him? How bad it felt to screw this up? That she actually wanted this and it had all gone to waste? Could she tell him about the doubts, the guilt and even her hopes?

How could she tell Ryan anything if she didn’t get it herself?

Maybe it was the easy way out, to keep it all a secret. To get the curettage, pretend that pregnancy never happened and have her relationship flow on its own speed instead of forcing it with the truth.

Cause if there was one thing Faith was certain of it was she didn’t wanna lose Ryan.

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telll him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i agree faith has to tell ryan

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Ch.8: The Second You Sleep

The soft noise of the water running was lulling Ryan to sleep as he laid in bed in the semi darkness of his bedroom, looking at the ceiling. Faith had arrived little over an hour ago and after the Chinese all she wanted was to shower and get in bed. Thoughts of joining Faith went through Ryan’s head, but she was tired and he could wait.

Ryan sighed, cuddling the pillow and facing the television, even if he wasn’t watching. His mind wandered back to that morning, when he asked Faith if she was pregnant. Truth is, he’d had those suspicions for a few weeks now, but didn’t have the guts to ask and get the truth out of her. What would’ve he done if Faith was pregnant? Formalize their relationship? Which was something that he already wanted, but didn’t know how to. He’d have to admit he was a little disappointed that there was no baby, it would’ve made it easy to take that step; but also, he couldn’t stop thinking how much a baby would affect their lives, how many things would have to change, and couldn’t help but to feel a little relieved as well.

As he rubbed his face on the pillow, Faith came out of the bathroom toweling her hair. Ryan looked at her, thinking she still looked tired, and smiled reaching for her. Faith smiled back and left the towel on a nearby chair, walking to the bed and letting Ryan guide her down on her stomach. He hovered over her and massaged her shoulders.

Faith groaned.

“Take it as you like it.” Rays chuckled.

“Keep doing that and I’ll be asleep in 2 minutes.” She mumbled against the pillow.

Ryan said nothing and kept massaging her shoulders and her back, sliding his hands under her tank top, following the line of her spine, leaning down to kiss the top of her head. Her hair was wet and smelled like his shampoo. It was inevitable for him to think it smelled better on her, which was a really cheesy thing to think.

Ryan rolled his eyes at himself and rested his head on the back of her neck.

“Tickles…” Faith said with a shudder and a giggle.

“Sorry.” He said smiling against her skin and kissed her neck lightly. Faith sighed. Ryan did it again.

Faith smiled as Ryan’s hands slid under her tank top, this time not massaging her back, but peeling the article off her body. And she let him. After it met the floor, Ryan took his time kissing her every protruding spine bone from her neck to her hips. It made Faith giggle and Ryan smiled, knowing she was ticklish as hell.

Dragging his lips back up her back, Ryan bit her shoulder gently before leaning in and kiss her. Faith returned the kiss with a deep sigh as she rolled over and wrapped her arms around his neck.

“Still tired?” Ryan asked, staring deeply into her eyes.

Faith smirked. “Not at all…”

He smiled and kissed her again.

Slow and gentle, he made love to her.

Making love.

Ryan didn’t know how everything evolved from ‘casual fuck’ to ‘regular sex’ to ‘making love’. But he didn’t question it that much. He knew his feelings had changed. Changed from being in love with Keltie, ready to marry her, and completely broken when he found out about her infidelities, to feeling like he couldn’t care less about Keltie as long as he had Faith with him. As long as he could hold her while she slept, limbs tangled around each other every night.
He was in love with her and he knew it, but he didn’t know how to tell her. Instead, Ryan tried to show her. In every kiss, hug and touch, he tried to let her know how much she meant to him, hoping she’d get it, hoping she’d understand that he could give her so much more than Mikey ever could.

Because that was Ryan’s biggest fear, to watch Faith going back with Michael. That’s why he hated their shared ER shifts, that single night a week when Faith wasn’t with him, but with Way.

Ryan didn’t like thinking about it, but that fear had grown stronger since he confronted the fact that he was in love. Still, wasn’t enough to push him to confess his feelings, probably cause he didn’t wanna hear a negative answer. He didn’t wanna hear Faith telling him she still loved Mikey.

Maybe if Ryan wasn’t so afraid and if Faith didn’t hide her feelings as well, both could’ve heard the ‘I love you’ that died in Ryan’s lips before they drifted to sleep.

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Morning came early as every day and Ryan was already in the shower, singing a random tune that made Faith giggle and choke on the toothpaste.

“Oh, my God. Shut up!” She said. “I’m trying to wash my teeth here.”

Ryan popped his head out of the shower curtain and looked at her. “Why don’t you get in?” He asked with a half smile that turned into a pout when Faith looked at him.

“No, we’ll be late if I do and besides, I already showered.” She said, rinsing her mouth afterwards. Ryan stared at her, with a small smile appearing on his lips. Faith realized through the mirror. “What?”

“Nothing.” He said vaguely, fully smiling now. “You look a lot better this morning.”

“Let’s just say that I released a lot of tension last night.” She stated with a sly smirk, still looking at him through the mirror. Ryan giggled. “Hurry up.”

Faith shot him a smile as she walked out of the bathroom and made way to the bedroom, where she got dressed. Then, headed for the kitchen. As she fired up the coffee machine, the revolting feeling in her stomach was back, and she took a deep breath. Only 3 days and it will be over, she thought, encouraging herself to overcome the nausea, which faded a little after a moment. Leaving the coffee pot to warm up, Faith walked to the living room, where she had left her backpack and her coat, putting on the latter. That’s when she realized the US pics where in one of the pockets. The nausea was back.

Falling on one of the couches, Faith tried to breathe again, but looking at the blighted ovum the pics displayed didn’t help at all. Now the morning sickness was mixed with that empty and cold feeling in her womb.

“Great! Coffee’s ready!” Ryan’s voice snapped Faith out of her daze. She stuffed the pics between the cushions she was sitting on and stood up quickly, playing off like she was looking for something in her backpack.

Making a mental note to retrieve the pics later, she came back to the kitchen, where Ryan had already placed coffee for them both, along with the rest of their breakfast. But Faith wasn’t eating.

“Still feeling sick?” Ryan said with a worried expression.

“Something like that. I better take this to work; I always get hungry in the middle of the morning and never have anything to eat!” She said forcing herself to smile, like this was a normal thing. And Ryan seemed satisfied with it.

“So…” He cleared his throat. “Pick you up tonight?” He asked while he laid the dishes in the sink and cleaned the table.

Faith smiled a little more real this time. “Sure.”



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