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-Chapter 12- part 1-

*Brendon’s POV*

We were going to see some places around LA today. I absolutely loved her nieces and nephew. Her brother and his wife and her parents were awesome too! We went to a bunch of places. And her nieces liked me…I could tell. Now they were leaving. We were sending them off at the airport.
“Bye everyone!” Kendra yelled as they were checking in.
“Bye Kendra.” Her mom said hugging her. “Bye Brendon.” She said hugging me as well.
“Its good to know Kendra chose another Journey fan.” Her father said shaking my hand.
“Yes sir!”
“Bye Uncle Brendon!” The 3 kids came running my way and hugged me.
“I had lots of fun with you!” I said.
“Byebye monkeys!” She said starring at them.
“Byebye auntie, don’t forget to call, who knows, the next time we see you, you would have wrinkles and white hair and maybe even married.” Christen said grinning.
“Oh shut up, I am getting you good ‘coverage’ here.” Kendra said making the inverted comers sign at coverage.
“True. Well bye.” They said hugging her this time.
“Bye Kendra.” Elaine said hugging her. She just waved and said bye to me.
“Bye lil sis.” Her brother said hugging her.
“Brendon. You’re a good guy.” He said shaking my hand.
“Thanks.”
“Calling all passengers of flight number 276.”
“Well, I guess were going now.” Malchus said.
“BYE!” We said.
We decided to head home now. Their flight was a night flight so it was like really late now. We immediately hit the hay the minute we got home.
“I love you.” I whispered as I cuddled with her.
“I love you too.”

-The next day-

*Kendra’s POV*

We were going shopping today with T and S and M and R. L and J were busy. My band mates were getting ready for tour next week. I know, we decided that we wouldn’t go on tour for some time but we said that we couldn’t let the loss hold us down so, on with the tour. Luckily, this time, Panic was touring with us.
“Hey Mere?” Taylor said holding up a pink shirt. “How bout this?”
“Hmmm, too pink.”
“This?” I said holding up a black blouse.
“YES!” She ran over and grabbed it and jumped around.“I finally found something!”
We were shopping for clothes for the tour and so were the guys. We finally got everything we wanted, checked weather the cost was clear, and PAID for our OWN things for the first time in a long time. Our boyfriends were too obsessed with buying things for us. Brendon knows I hate jewelry and things that girls normally swoon over. I’m not your average girl. So, he pays for things, in fact everything! We grabbed our stuff and walked to the parking lot. We dumped everything in my car and called the guys to tell them that we would ‘ditch’ them and were heading home. I finally drove, for the first time after the incident. In a way, I couldn’t wait for the tour.


-Tour day-

I got my own tour bus and knew that from time to time, Brendon would come over while on tour. And I was not gonna spend my whole time on the PATD bus.
I stepped on the big tour bus. I was the first. I quickly ran to the bunks section because I heard Andrea and Sumittra was near.
“YES! TOP BUNK!” I screamed as they walked into the bus.
The two ended up racing to get the last top bunk left and, Andrea won. Sumittra got bottom bunk, just below Andrea, and now it was the 1 below me, and the last person gets the couch, poor person.
“IS THERE ANY BUNKS LEFT!” Dhivyaa said as she got onto the bus with her stuff.
“Yeah, below Kendra.” Andrea said as she unpacked some of her stuff.
“AWESOME!”
Just then, Shawn walked in right behind Dhivyaa who was not alert about her presence.
“hey Dhivyaa, I heard Chelsea lost last night.” She said tapping Dhivyaa on the shoulder.
“OMG! NO WAY! THEY DID NOT!”
Dhivyaa got so easily distracted that Shawn jumped her, and ran for the bunks.
“NO WAY! SHAWN! YOU EVIL EVIL WOMAN!”
Shawn jumped into the supposed to be Dhivyaa’s bunk and nicely set her stuff down.
“So Dhivyaa, I guess you get the couch.” I said high 5-ing Shawn.
“NOOOOOOOO!!!” She said dropping on her knees.
We all laughed and decided to check the venue out. We were touring in Cleveland. We got out and the place seemed, nice. Isn’t it always.
“Hey, isn’t this weird?” Shawn said starring at the stage that we would be performing on.
“What? What’s weird?” Dhivyaa said.
“Well, just a couple of years ago, we were those girls standing at the venue watching other bands, and now WERE the band that people are gonna watch and want to watch.” Shawn said still starring at the stage.
“Yeah.” I said.
We just sat there waiting for sound check. Then Fall Out Boy (yes their touring with us) came out for sound check. Everything just flashed back when Patrick started singing Saturday. It was a really sweet memory. Just then:
“Hello there.” Brendon said wrapping his arms around me.
“Hey.”
“Watcha doing?”
“Just remembering good times.”
“Oh.”
We continued to watch. Then it was Freaks In Control’s turn. I got up there and started singing Heaven On Earth, one of our songs. I sang a couple more songs and the music filled the place. When we were done, Panic was up. We just waited around while waiting for them to finish. Memories just kept flashing back, stuff like school days, old friends, funny stuff, creepy stuff, things Brendon and I did together. Then, the horror came back. The entire accident came to my head. I had a clear picture of the accident since I saw the video Dhivyaa took. Yeah, she managed to get the camera back and the video was there. Now, it just kept playing in my head, over and over again. I couldn’t take it. I could tell my facial expression was changing every second. Worse and worse each second. I could tell Brendon, who was on stage, was starring at me and getting worried. I couldn’t take it anymore and just walked out of the place, crying. Well, I didn’t actually walk, it was more like running. I found a quiet place and sat down to try and calm myself down. But I couldn’t. I cried more and more. In fact, more than before.
“Kendra, is that you?” I heard a voice say from behind me, it was female.
I turned to see who was it, Kah Yi.
Kah Yi was our tour manager. The best one on Earth! She understands us. If we need a minute, we get a minute. She’s not the screaming ‘Why are you not on stage?!’ And ‘I thought I told you to eat that rubber chicken!’or ‘I thought I told you to jump off that building.’ kind of tour manager.
“Oh, hey.” I said trying my best to act casual but failed miserably.
“Why, what’s wrong?” She said sitting down next to me.
She was a good friend, and I needed to talk to someone so, I spilled all my feelings out and continued to cry. She hugged me and told me everything was alright. Suddenly…


-Meanwhile-

*Sumittra’s POV*


I saw Kendra, who was watching Brendon or daydreaming about something, suddenly freak and run out of the place, crying.
“Hey, what happened.” Dhivyaa said turning around to see Kendra running.
“I don’t know.” I said starring at the opening then closing of the big door at the entrance.
Brendon immediately stopped singing and the music stopped. I could tell he was worried. He dropped his guitar and jumped off stage.
“What happened?” He said starring at Andrea who just starred at the spot where Kendra was sitting.
“I have no idea.”
“I saw she was crying.” Brendon said getting even more worried.
“We should go find her before she gets into trouble.” Ryan said.
“Yeah.” Jon replied.
Just then Fall Out Boy walked in from backstage and noticed we looked worried.
“What happened, why do you guys look like you saw a ghost or something?” Pete asked.
“It’s Kendra. She just left, crying just like that.” Shawn said.
“I think we better go find her.” Pete said.
“Wow Pete you smart ass. How could you have come up with such an awesome plan like that. Oh right, because you’re a smart ass.” I said with sarcasm dripping from my voice.
“Now’s not the time Sumi.” Dhivyaa said hitting me on the arm.
“Fine.”
Everyone split up and searched for her. We searched every where. Even under those little pebbles on the ground.

*Brendon’s POV*

Eventually after searching everywhere, I decided to check the field and I heard crying. I looked behind a tree and I see her and Kah Yi. She was still crying. Why? I texted everyone that was searching for her and told them I found her.
Kah Yi turned around and saw me. She gave me a signal to take over and I did.
I held her and she just cried and cried. The show was to start in about an hour and we were supposed to be getting ready. She told me what was going on in her head after some long pestering from me to get her to talk. She suddenly stopped crying and looked up at me. She smiled.
“That felt so good to get it off my mind.”
I smiled and got her off the ground. We walked back to the tour buses area and I sent her to her bus. She was greeted in by a rather worried Shawn and Andrea who were already dressed up for the show. And the questioning begins. I left her to go get ready myself. I explained to everyone what had happened and they totally understood. I got ready and quickly headed back to the place we would be performing in. When I got there, Freaks In Control were already there and Kendra was laughing and smiling.
“Hey, how do you feel?” I asked her rubbing her shoulder.
“Better. I guess it just hit me.”
“Do you think you can go on?”
“OF COURSE!” she said standing up and putting her hands on her hips.
“Whatever you say.” I said and kissed her.
The show continued and was a huge success.
“GOOD NIGHT FOLKS AND DRIVE SAFELY!” she screamed into the mic and ran offstage.
“MAN! THAT WAS AWESOME!” she said walking with the rest of the band into the room backstage.
“Awesome crowd.” Andrea said.
They continued to talk about the show and I just got a bright idea.
“Hey! Why don’t we play truth or dare?” I said grinning.
“OKEY!” Everyone screamed.
Muahhaha. The evil ideas I have right now you would never imagine.

-Chapter 12- part 2-

*Brendon’s POV*

We all stayed at the venue and sat around in a circle. Everyone starred at each other with big eyes.
“Who wants to go first?” Andrea asked.
“MEMEMEME!” Jon said like a little kid.
“Ok…Truth or dare?” Kendra asked rubbing her hands together…evilly.
“Dare.” Jon said casually.
“Ok…I dare you to kiss a guy! Any guy!” She said grinning.
“WHAT!!!!” Jon said screaming.
“You heard me.”
Just then Sumittra started humming I kissed a boy/girl…most probably boy.
“Uh…It would be better if you chose the person I’m supposed to kiss.”
“NOPE! You pick!” Laura was very amused.
“Uh…WHY!!!???”
“Because you chose dare…muahhahahha.” She started laughing evilly.
“Fine. Any one?” He said starring at every guy.
Everyone covered their lips.
“OK! In that case.. I pick….PETE!!!!!” Kendra said screaming and actually really happy.
“WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY ME!!!!!” Pete said starring at Kendra.
“JUST DO IT ALREADY!”
they agreed to get it over quick. Just a peck and it was over. IF ONLY I HAD A CAMERA.
“Now was that so terrible?” Sumittra said grinning.
“YES!” Both said.
“You say nothing smartass.” Dhivyaa said.
“WHAT IS UP WITH THE SMARTASS!” Pete said furiously.
“Nothing…YOUR JUST A SMARTASS!” Dhivyaa said.
“On with the game.” I said.
“Whose next?” Jon asked.
“KENDRA!” everyone yelled.
Uh oh.
“Well, fine.” She said crossing her arms.
“Ok. Truth or dare?” Jon asked.
“Of course truth.”
“Scaredy cat.” Jon said.
“YES! I ADMIT IT! IM A SCAREDY CAT!”
“Okey…fine. Well, tell us why you never had a boyfriend before this?”
“OOOOOOOOOO.” Everyone started.
“Ok. Ok. Well, have anyone of you been cheated on by an ex?” She said looking at all of us.
I raised my hand and so did a few of them.
“Well, the only guy I ever liked in high school, who I thought was a good guy, ended up getting another girl pregnant and married her, I think. I caught him walking with this girl in a mall. So I confronted them and she starts trippin on me and is like ‘Uh, who are you? This is my fiancée. And blablabla.’ So I dumped the dude. And I actually fell for him. Idiot.”
Everyone was quiet. Wow, I didn’t know she actually went through that much. I could never be the same jerk.
“Your very strong to handle that.” Taylor said.
“I know. AND ON WITH THE GAME!”
Next up was Dhivyaa. She picked dare and had to eat/drink something Pete made her. It smelt terrible. I guess the toilet on FIC’s bus would be occupied most of the time now.
“That’s what you get for calling me a smartass.” Pete said smirking at her.
“Yes boss.” She said looking pale and sick.
We played and had a lot of fun. We laughed so much.
Kendra slept with me on PATD’s bus because she was too lazy to go back to hers since hers was on the other side of the venue. And she made sure Dhivyaa wouldn’t take her bunk.
“Good night.” She said.
“Rite, hey Kendra?” I asked.
“Yeah.”
“I didn’t know about that jerk. I promise you that I will never be like him.”
“Yes, I know. That’s why I picked you!”
“haha. Well good night then.”
And with that we went to bed.


-Next 2 days-

*Kendra’s POV*

Today we were in Chicago. The tour buses stopped at the venue and we all got off to go look around. Brendon and I went on our own to look around. Just then, Brendon got a sudden text in the middle of our conversation.
“Hey wait a minute, OK?” he said looking rather worried.
“Why? What’s wrong?” I said.
He hesitated and walked away. I just stood there, I wonder what happened.
After a while he came back looking rather worried.
“What’s going on?” I asked getting worried myself.
“Uh, nothing. Let’s go find everyone else.” He grabbed me and dragged me off not wanting to continue the conversation.
When we found the group, Brendon told me that he needed to talk to Ryan about the concert, so I let him go. Something was fishy and I wanted to know what was up.


*Brendon’s POV*

I had gotten a text from Audrey, my ex girlfriend. I wonder how she got my number. I was really frustrated that the girl was still bothering me.
The text read:
Hey Brennybear, I miss you. You know I’m sorry right? I’m coming to your show in Chicago today. See ya. XOXO.

I couldn’t let Kendra know what was going on. I just promised her that I would never do anything to hurt her. But God knows what Audrey would do. She is capable of doing anything. I decided to talk to Ryan. He always knew what to do.

“Hey, Ryan?”
“Yeah, Brendon?”
“Can we talk about something? Some where private.”
“Sure.”
We decided to go back to our bus. It was empty as we expected it to be.
“Ok, so what’s on your mind?” he asked sitting down on the couch.
I handed him my sidekick with the text on it and buried my face in my hands.
“OMG! That Audrey is back.”
“Yeah. What should I do.”
“I think you should talk to her today. Tell her that she should stop bugging you and give her a piece of your mind!”
“Yeah, OK!” I said getting up enthusiastically.
We headed back to the stage area for sound check.
“Hey, where were you guys?” Spencer asked.
“Yeah, were up next.” Jon said, hands on his hips.
“Oh, nothing.” I said.
I continued with sound check and the show soon started and finished.
“THANKS FOR COMING! THIS WAS AN AWESOME SHOW!” I screamed into the mic and ran off stage. We all got cleaned up and out of those sweaty clothes.
She had texted me again and told me to meet her out in the back alley.
I told everyone I was going to go find something sweat to eat and Starbucks. Kendra, as I guessed, wanted to follow along. I told her to stay back since it was getting late. She agreed, amazingly. So, I set out to see Audrey. I went into a dark alley some where near the venue and found a girl in a black dress and white coat standing there. Yup, it was Audrey alright. Still had the bright colored dyed hair and funny colored nails.
“OMG! BRENNY! IS THAT YOU?” she said running over to me and hugged me.
“Audrey, we need to talk.” I said sternly.
“Yeah! Like its been like forever since we last talked. I missed you.” She said getting closer to me.
“Audrey, I’m serious.”
“What…” she said taking a step back.
“I have a girlfriend now.”
“Aww. That doesn’t matter. You probably got that slut from some strip club didn’t you. It’s Ok, you have me now.”
She suddenly grabbed me and kissed me. Her lips felt terrible, all that makeup.
I couldn’t respond. My body wouldn’t let me. Then it finally did. I pushed her off of me.
“WTH DID YOU JUST DO!” I said starring at her. “AND I LOVE MY GRILFRIEND! SHE IS NO SLUT!”
I starred at the freak before me.
“Aww. She’s just the same like all those other girls you had in the past.” Audrey said grinning.
“NO! SHE’S NOT!” I said yelling back.
Just then I heard crying. I turned around to see a still figure. I realized who it was. It was………


*Kendra’s POV*


I decided that Brendon was acting too fishy. I let him go easily when he said he was going to get something to eat and coffee. I decided to follow him. I walked far behind him so he wouldn’t notice me. I was using black so it would be quite hard to be noticed. I saw him pass Starbucks and many candy, doughnuts and cupcake stores. He never entered any of them. I continued to follow him. He then took a turn into an alley. I decided to stand behind some junk people left there. Thank God it didn’t smell. I saw a thin woman with weird hair and her makeup was so darn thick! She was in this really skimpy clothes. A short black dress and a long body length coat. What was he doing with her. I sat there and listened attentively to their conversation. Who was she? I continued to listen. I wasn’t really bothered about what they said. But what they did. Just then she leaned in and kissed him passionately. He didn’t even move! I tightened my grip and I felt like beating them up. She called me a slut from some strip club! I mean come on, has she looked in the mirror lately? I couldn’t take it. But my body felt limp. Why does this always happen to me? I always end up with the cheating boyfriends. I began crying. I was not bothered at all about what Brendon started yelling. My whole world turned dark. I stood there, just then I realized they knew about my presence. I quickly turned around and started running. I just ran and ran. I heard my name being called several times but I didn’t care. I just kept running and running. I finally came back to a familiar place. My eyesight was kindda blurry from all the tears. I then realized that I was back at the venue. I ran back to FIC’s bus. I ran in and all 4 girls were there, talking and laughing. Their expressions immediately changed as I walked in.
“Kendra! What happened?” Andrea said getting up from the couch and hugging me.
“He-chea-ted on – me” I stuttered.
“WHAT!?” The whole group yelled.
“I swear I will beat the crap out of Brendon.” Dhivyaa said getting up and worked up.
“Shhs. Don’t cry.” Andrea said holding me.
I explained everything that happened. Word by word. I managed to say everything without breaking out in tears except and the kiss part.
“Didn’t he follow you?” Shawn asked.
“I think he did. But I was running to fast and I never turned back.”
“Okey. Now go and get some sleep. Were supposed to be in New York tomorrow.”
I decided to go and sleep. I couldn’t sleep. I tossed and turned. I just couldn’t sleep. I checked my sidekick to see if I had any missed calls or texts.
53 missed calls and 127 texts. WOW.
I scrolled down to see who was it from. All from Brendon. I decided to listen to the 1st call.
“Kendra, I’m so sorry you had to see that. She did it, not me. Please call me back. Where are you?”
We were already on the move so I guess he was on his bus. I decided to text to him.
I’m on my bus. Do not call me and disturb me for the rest of the night. Do not search for me at the next rest stop. I do not want to see your face.
And with that I shut my sidekick off and threw it across my bunk.
“OWCH!” Andrea shouted.
“OH SORRY!” I yelled. I forgot I wasn’t at home to be throwing stuff around my room like I always do.
I finally managed to get some sleep. I wonder what that kid has got up his sleeves for me tomorrow.

-Chapter 13-

*Brendon’s POV*

My mind was so troubled. I couldn’t sleep. We had to make a move or we would be late to our next gig. I sent her about more than 100 messages and calls. I need her. Life without her will tear me apart. That stupid Audrey just had to come along and mess everything apart. I just starred at my phone. I waited for an answer. Why wouldn’t she answer me? I got a sudden message. It read Kendra! Yay!
The text read:
I’m on my bus. Do not call me and disturb me for the rest of the night. Do not search for me at the next rest stop. I do not want to see your face.

My whole world came crashing down. You really blew it this time Brendon. When I thought I lost her in the car crash, God gave me a chance, and now I blew it.
“WHY IS LIFE SO CRUEL!” I screamed out from my bunk.
Next thing I knew it, the lights were all switched on and my three band mates were standing in front of my bunk with their girlfriends and starring at me.
“What?” I said looking at them, coldly.
“Brendon, what is wrong with you? Ever since you came back from the store you’ve been acting really weird. What happened? Did someone steal something from you?” Spencer questioned.
Yeah, I didn’t tell them.
“Yeah. Someone stole my heart, crushed it and returned it. Maybe the other way around.”
“Brendon, did something happen when you went to see her?” Ryan asked.
“Whose her?” Taylor asked.
I sighed.
“Yes! A LOT OF THINGS WENT WRONG! IN FACT THE WHOLE WORLD CAME TO AN END!”
“Brendon. Explain. Now.” Laura said.
“Fine.” I sighed once again.
I explained the horror that happened and watched their facial expressions change at every word.
“My God, Brendon.” Meredith said.
“Did she reply?”
I handed them my sidekick with the message on it.
They read it word by word and jaw slowly dropping.
“OMG…Brendon.”
I was getting red eyed.
“Maybe some Red bull would help?” Spencer said tossing me a can.
I took the can and set it down.
“OMG BRENDON JUST TURNED DOWN RED BULL!!!!”
Everyone gasped.
“Maybe we should just see what happens tomorrow. You have to talk to her. No matter what she says, you have to find some way to get through to her, if you want her back.” Ryan said.
I just nodded and went back to sleep.
The scene kept playing in my head. The kiss, the crying, OH THE HOROR!
I kept thinking of what to say to her.
“You have to get her back. You just have to.” I said to myself.
I managed to get some shut eye at some point.


-Next day-

I woke up to some rattling noise in the kitchen. I got out of my bunk to see Jon ‘cooking’ breakfast. He poured cereal for everyone. Awww, what a nice guy. I decided to go and get ready. I grabbed a towel and some stuff and headed to the bathroom. S and T and M and R were still sleeping.
“Good morning Brendon.” Laura said looking up from her phone.
“Morning.” I said.
“Jon, what made you ‘make’ breakfast for us all.” I said, trying to smile but failed miserably.
“The morning sunshine whose name is Laura.” She jokingly hit him.
“haha. Okey, I’m gonna go get ready.”
I went and took a shower and got ready. The warm water on my skin felt so good. I missed her voice. I missed her presence. I missed her laughing. I MISSED HER.
I got out of the shower and dried myself and got ready. A little eyeliner and I fixed my hair. I put on my Blink 182 shirt and some skinny jeans with red converse. I stepped out of there with a red hoodie over my shoulder. Every looked at me the minute I stepped out of the bathroom. That’s right, all eyes on the ‘depressed’ dude. The bus suddenly stopped.
“Okey! Rest stop.” Zac yelled from the drivers seat.
“I’m going!” I yelled and ran off the bus.
I got off and looked around. All the other bands buses were there as well, as I expected.
Freaks In Control were there too. I saw Dhivyaa walking around the bus talking on her phone. Her call ended as I got nearer to the bus.
“YOU!” She yelled and walked towards me.
This was not good.
“Wait! I just wanna talk to her.”
“You’ve done enough damage to that girl! Do you know how hurt she was and is. And she just told you about her past love life! WHAT KIND OF PERSON ARE YOU! YOU IDIOT! YOU JERK!” Dhivyaa yelled.
“Dhivyaa! LISTEN! It’s not what you think it is!!”
I felt a sudden burn on my face. It was so quick. I froze and put my hand on my red cheek. She turned around and walked back into the bus. Great.

*Dhivyaa’s POV*

I turned around and walked back into the bus, very happy with my action. I walked up the steps and saw Sumittra, Andrea, Shawn and Kendra leaning against the tinted windows starring out at Brendon. They focused their attention on me when I walked in.
“Dhivyaa! MY HERO!” Kendra said running to me to give me a hug.
“WOW! DHIVYAA! Nice slap.” Shawn said.
“Thank you, thank you.” I said bowing.
Kendra re-focused her attention to the window. Brendon was now sitting out there. I guess he really wanted to talk to her, no matter what. He was not moving anytime soon.
“I’m gonna have to talk to him sooner or later.” Kendra said.
“yeah.” Everyone replied.
She finally went back to eating her breakfast. We all continued our work until:
“Hey Andrea, pass me a red bull.” Kendra said from the couch, she was watching MTV.
“Sure.” Andrea opened the fridge and…no sign of any red bull.
“Hey, I think were out of red bull.”
“WHAT! HOW CAN THAT BE!” Kendra was running around in circles.
“Well then, go get some from FOB or something.” Sumittra said.
“But then I have to go….out there….where HE is.” She said pointing to the door.
“Well then, survive.”
“THAT’S IT! IM LEAVING FOR A QUEST TO FIND RED BULL!” she said getting up and storming out of the bus.
“GOOD LUCK!” Everyone yelled.


*Kendra’s POV*

I walked out of the bus and didn’t pay any attention to Brendon. He noticed me and got up smiling. I didn’t look at him at all, walked around him, and walked towards PATD’s bus. I’m sure he was confused.
I got on their bus and popped my head in.
“HEY! Do you guys have any red bull?” I asked.
Everyone starred at me. They obviously knew what happened. This was going to be a long….long tour.
“Yeah, sure.” Ryan said handing me a whole pack of red bull.
“Thanks.”
“Wait! Kendra. Did you talk to Brendon?” Laura asked.
“No. And I won’t. I think he should have got the message when Dhivyaa gave him a tight slap.” I said as casual as possible.
“Oh. But you should.” Ryan said.
“WHY!?” Oh no, here comes the tears.
“Because he’s a good guy. You have no idea what really happened.”
“But I saw the whole thing with my own freaking eyes!” I said raising my voice. “And the guy didn’t even hesitate when she kissed him.”
Everyone went quiet.
“So, thanks for the red bull, now I’ll be on my way.”
I turned around and I see Brendon standing at the doorway of the bus. GREAT! Just what I need right now.
“We need to talk.” He said sternly.
“No we don’t. You said you promised you wouldn’t hurt me that night and you broke the promise in less than 24 hours.”
“That’s the whole reason why I need to talk to you.”
All eyes were on us.
“Not now Brendon. Just not now.”
“No. NOW!” Brendon said raising his voice as well.
I pushed him away from the door he was blocking and walked back to my bus. I heard someone running behind me so I quickened my pace. I soon felt an arm on my shoulder and a whisper ‘sorry’. I ignored it all and released my shoulder from his grasp. His grasp has so tight. I turned around to see a totally messed up and teary Brendon.
“Don’t do this.” He says.
“You did this, not me.”
And with that, I turn around and enter my bus, closing the door shut behind me. I had learnt to be strong. So I kept strong and I had the will to stay strong. I stood leaning on the closed door, thinking. I didn’t even realize the entire group was looking at me.
“I got some red bull.” I said teary eyed.
I grabbed one, threw the rest in the fridge, and crashed at my bunk. I cried quietly to myself behind closed curtains.
Hey that should be lyrics.
I quickly took out a pen and book and jotted down my mind in a poetic and lyrical form.

You were the one,
Who brought me flowers on a rainy day,
You were the one,
Who took me places I would dream,
You were the one,
That held me close every night,
That shared a milkshake with me,
That ran around with me…

You were everything to me,
You were my other half,
We agreed to last forever,
And ever,
My only one,
My one and lonely,
You were the one.

You were the one,
Who told me all the little secrets,
You were the one,
That told me everything would work out,
You were the one,
That said the sun would rise tomorrow,
There would be a tomorrow,
And we would still be together,
As the sun rises,
As the sun sets…
You were everything to me,
You were my other half,
We agreed to last forever,
And ever,
My only one,
My one and lonely,
You were the one.

You were the one,
Who came crying to me,
You were the one,
Who said you were really really sorry,
You were the one,
Who stood there crying,
Who told me,
We needed to talk,
You were the one.

You were everything to me,
You were my other half,
We agreed to last forever,
And ever,
My only one,
My one and lonely,
You were the one.
You were the one…….


Tears fall onto the book. Words were smothered and ink dripped from the pen.
My feelings were poured out onto that book. I held in close and cried myself to sleep. I needed to sleep before our next gig. I needed it.

hey, kendra. welcome kendra.
awesome lyrics anyways. wow. 5 minutes. we make a great team. if its really gonna happen, im gonna beg my father to send me to drum lessons frm now on! (:

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Originally posted by -atwh-:
hey, kendra. welcome kendra.
awesome lyrics anyways. wow. 5 minutes. we make a great team. if its really gonna happen, im gonna beg my father to send me to drum lessons frm now on! (:

cool...i will take up guitar since im learning to sing...dhivyaa is goin to another school, maybe sri aman next year but she lives close by and she said she wants to learn guitar...sumittra said she will take up something sooner or later and shawn is already learning piano...TADA!..

and thank you for commenting since your the only one besides taylor that is commenting...rarely...

-Chapter 13 -part 2-


*Brendon’s POV*


“Don’t do this.” I said.
“You did this, not me.”
Those words were like blades to my heart. It sliced right through me.
She turned around and walked into her bus. I couldn’t do anything at this point. I just needed to talk to her.
I soon heard Zac calling me back. We were on the move again. I had no choice but to turn around and head back to my bus. Just then, I saw Taylor walking towards FIC’s bus. She smiled at me and knocked on the door. She was greeted by Andrea and got on. Zac called me again so I had to get back to my bus. I was amazed my body actually had enough energy to get back to my bus. Tears were falling like bullets to the ground. I couldn’t hold myself together. I needed her. I could never last without her.
I walked back to my bus and got on. All eyes on me as I walked in. Meredith got up to ask me something but I just gave her ‘the hand’ as in saying I do not intend to talk. I walked over to my bunk, climbed in and closed the curtains. I just let the tears fall. I eventually fell asleep, amazingly.


*Taylor’s POV*


We just witnessed to biggest fight of the century, ok maybe not the biggest, but it was still big! I felt so sorry for Brendon and Kendra. The two love each other so much. I watched them continue their ‘conversation’ outside. I could see Brendon would not succeed so, I decided to try and help. I told Spencer that I was going to join the other girls and kissed him goodbye. I would see him in about 8 hours. But this was more important than to sulk over leaving my boyfriend for 8 hours. I left the bus and saw the wreck that stood there. I got onto the huge FIC bus and was greeted by Andrea. I decided to get started on what happened.
“Hey!” I said as I walked in.
Everyone was there except…Kendra. Perfect.
“HI!” Everyone replied.
“Um, we need to talk.” I said getting serious and sitting down.
Just the, the bus started moving. No backing out on this now.
“About what?” Andrea said sitting down next to me.
“About the two wrecks.”
“Ohhh.” Everyone said.
“Hey, where is Kendra?”
“She’s taking a nap, finally.” Shawn said.
“Well, I guess part of what Kendra told you is true, but here’s what explains everything.”
”Ok. Were all ears.” Dhivyaa said sitting down as well.
“Well…….”
I started explaining who, what, where, and how? I think they pretty much reacted the same way we did when Brendon told us what happened.
“OMG.” Sumittra said wide eye after I finished explaining.
“I know. It is so messed up.”
“Yeah. We should push Kendra to talk to him.” Andrea said standing up making a mental note.
“Yes. And now I regret not letting Brendon talk to her! WHY DID I SLAP HIM!?” Dhivyaa said.
“But that was a good slap.” Sumittra said.
“Agreed.” Everyone said.
“What time is it now?” I asked.
“Its 5-ish.” Andrea said starring at the clock, she wasn’t using her specs so it was quite difficult to see the time.
“WOW! 6 hours have past already?”
“I guess so.” Sumittra said heading to the fridge to grab a can of red bull.
Just then, Kendra walked into the room. You could see the smeared makeup on her face. She must have been crying a lot.
“Hey, Taylor.” She said waving.
“HI!” I said.
She walked over to the bathroom to go clean up. She did look like a wreck. After several minutes, Kendra walked out looking awesome. Its amazing how that girl can do that.
“Hey, how do you feel?” I asked her, rubbing her back as she sat down next to me.
“Awful.”
“Well, what do you wanna do?”
“How about guitar hero?”
“YEAH!”
We both decided to play to get rid of the thoughts of Brendon. We all decided that we would later find some way to get Brendon and her to talk. We had better get them back together, soon.
We soon arrived at our venue.
“Were here!” Alvin, our body guard, yelled from the front of the bus.
We all got up and made our way outside as the bus stopped. Soon all the other buses stopped. One by one everyone got off and I was soon reunited with Spencer. I guess I helped a lot by clearing out everything with the girls.
“There’s our hero.” Spencer said picking me up and twirling me around.
“I’m back!”


*Kendra’s POV*

After Taylor left, I was confronted by my group. We had a ‘meeting’ outside of our bus. They told me to go talk to Brendon. They said the two of us had to talk. After several times, I finally agreed.
We made our way into the venue to go for yes, you guessed it, sound check. Fall Out Boy was already in sound check and next up was us. We sat around and soon PATD joined us. I was seated alone and fiddling with my sidekick. I felt the presence of someone near me. I didn’t bother to look up and just continued to fiddle with my sidekick. Then I realized it was Brendon as lifted my head up slightly. He sat down next to me, not saying a single word. I just continued to fiddle with my phone and said:
“Hi.”
“Hi.” He responded.
We sat there quietly for a while, until it was my turn to hit the stage. I got up with my band mates and got on stage. We started playing some songs. I wasn’t as lively as usual but we continued. I couldn’t concentrate either since Brendon kept staring at me. I got off stage and decided to go back to our bus to get ready after we were done with sound check. I quickly got out of there. I couldn’t handle the fact that we weren’t talking. We wouldn’t look at each other straight in the eyes either. It was torture. I just quickly got away and was ready sooner than expected. I got out of my bus, ready, and the other four friends were walking in to go get ready.
“WOW! That was fast.” Andrea said starring at me.
“Yeah, I’m gonna be backstage if anyone is searching for me.”
“Okey.” They all replied.
I made my way back to the stage area. I figured no one was gonna be there since I got ready early. I decided to stop by at the entrance gate area to say hi to a couple of fans. I autographed some stuff and took pictures with some of them there. After I felt really energized, I decided to head back inside. The fans practically took away all my misery.
I walked through the doors of the place we were playing in and saw Ryan, Andy, Joe, Jon, Meredith and Laura. Then I spotted HIM.
“HI EVERYONE!” I yelled from the entrance.
My voice echoed throughout the place.
“HI!” Everyone replied.
I walked towards the stage, climbed over the barrier that had been set up, and climbed on stage. Then I headed backstage where the snack table was. I grabbed some chips and a soda and sat around, munching and gulping. After I was satisfied, I decided to walk around. I got up, plugged in my iPod and walked pass all the dressing rooms, seeing the crew getting ready with the equipment and watching all the things that you normally see backstage. Then I came to this quiet place. It was like a hallway with very few rooms. God knows what was behind all those doors. I just stood there. The current song playing was Only one by Yellow Card. Then it switched to I miss you by Blink 182. All my emotions were songs blasting through my ears. All of a sudden, I felt someone wrap their arms around me and hug me. That hug felt so good. It was different from the rest. Only one person gave me this feeling when they hugged me. I turned around to see Brendon standing before me. He looked practically angelic. I took out my earphones and stopped my iPod. I just starred at him. We finally starred each other in the eye.
“Are you ready to talk?” he asked me. His voice was so calm and gentle.
I just nodded.
We sat on the floor leaning against the wall in that hallway. He told me who that girl was and what she had done in the past. This Audrey was a walking nightmare. I finally understood it all. After he finished his explanation, we just sat there quietly. After a while, I leaned in and kissed him. I swear there were fireworks when we kissed. I smiled broadly as we parted.
“Does this mean were ok?” Brendon said smiling.
“Yes!”
“WOHOOO!”
He pulled me up, carried me wedding style, and ran around twirling me. I swear I couldn’t even stand after that.
“Should we get back to everyone?”
“YES!” He was really happy.
He grabbed my hand and we walked back to the snack table area. I leaned on him. I missed him so much. We looked like two kids who are going to Disneyland. When we walked into the room, which was filled with everyone, we got full attention.
“Wait, holding hands, really happy, standing very close to each other. Does this mean what I think it means?” Jon said starring at us, smiling.
“YES!!!!” Brendon said jumping up and down.
“AWWW!” All the girls said.
The guys started cheering and everyone was really happy that we were back together. The show soon started and ended.
Brendon spent the night at my bus. We decided to put that incident behind us and never bring it up again. It was so nice to be back with him. I was finally at peace again.

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cool story

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Originally posted by diamondsXbrokenXglass:
cool story

THANKS! your like the 1st person in a long time besides andrea and taylor that has commented

-Chapter 14-

*Brendon’s POV*

-Towards the end of the tour-

I woke up with my girl back in my arms. I was so happy to be holding her once again. I thought I had lost her for good. I kissed her lightly and woke up. She turned over and looked at me.
“Good Morning.” She said smiling broadly.
“Good morning. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
“What time is it?”
She grabbed her phone and checked the time.
“7 in the morning.”
“Oh. Shall we go get ready?”
“Yeah.”
She decided to take a shower and I decided to have breakfast first. My tummy kept making weird noises so I had to feed it before it ate something or someone.
She came out looking amazing as usual. She can look like an angel even thou she’s dressed up somewhat like me. I finished my cereal and went and got ready myself. She was just done with breakfast when I got out.
“Were gonna stop for a break now.” Alvin shouted from the drivers seat.
Kendra and I both got off the bus together to go walk around. The girls were still having breakfast when we left.
“Bye guys!” Kendra yelled as she got off the bus.
“So where do you want to go?”
“Hmmmm. Lets pay a visit to FOB!” she said after pondering for some time.
“Okey.”
We skipped over to FOB’s tour bus and knocked on the door. After I heard loud banging and crashing noises, there stood Andy at the door.
“Hi guys!” Andy greeted us.
“Hey, Andy. Do you mind if we come in?” I asked.
“No, come on right in.”
We climbed in and took a look around. We see Pete standing there and pots and pans on the floor. God knows why are there pots and pans when there is no stove. Whatever…
“Hey Pete.” I said.
Kendra bent down and helped pick up all the junk on the floor.
“Man, you people are messy.” She said giggling.
“Well, were guys.” Joe said.
“True.”
“Hey, so what do you think we should do today in Texas?” I asked sitting on their couch, Kendra on my lap.
“I don’t know. We have a lot of time so if you want, you can go do some stuff when we reach the destination.”
“Wow Pete. You’re using big words like destination now are you?” Kendra said laughing really hard. Everyone laughed.
“Haha, very funny. I write those lyrics you sing to in every Fall Out Boy song you know! Well, with the help of the guys that is.”
“Haha, I’m just messing with you, Pete. Brendon! You see, I told you I was right.”
“Right about what?” Pete said looking at her.
“I told him that you were very sensitive and you take everything so seriously! You passed my test Pete!” she said laughing even harder.
Pete just looked at himself. She was right.
We played a little guitar hero and laughed a lot. We had like a little party on the bus. We soon left their bus to get back to ours since we were on the move again. This time she came to my bus. We just hanged there until we reached the venue we would be playing at. I told her to go back to her bus and get ready. I was gonna take her for a little dinner and this restaurant which I heard was excellent. We dressed simple since we didn’t bring much clothes with us on tour. We entered to simple restaurant and seated ourselves at the booth section. A waitress soon gave us our menus and we ordered burgers and a milkshake. Our food soon arrived and so did the milkshake, with two straws.
“Two burgers and one milkshake. Here ya go.” The lady said putting in front of us.
“Thanks.” We both said at the same time and she left.
We started eating and shared the chocolate milkshake.
“Brendon….You were right….THIS IS THE BEST BURGER ON EARTH!” she said starring at me smiling.
“I TOLD YOU SO!”
We continued eating and finally shared our milkshake until it was finished.
“Mmmmmmmmm.” She said after we finished our meal.
“I know. I haven’t had such good food during this entire tour.”
My hand was on hers across the table. We starred deeply into each others eyes and smiled.
“Hey, we should have a starring contest!” I yelled.
“Your on!”
“Ok! 1, 2, 3 GO!”
We starred….and starred…and starred. And finally she blinked.
“Ahhh. My eyes. My poor poor eyes.” She said rubbing them.
“YAY! I win.”
“Kendra, your eyes, I could get lost in them.”
She giggled and said,
“Haha thanks but, I feel like I’ve heard that before. YOU GOT THAT FROM A MOVIE, DIDN’T YOU!”
“How’d you know?!”
“It’s obvious.”
”Really. Well anyways, what should I get as a reward?!”
“Hmmm, how about….”
She got up, walked away from me, whispered to the waitress something, then came back.
She gave me a long hard kiss before she sat back down in front of me.
“Oooo, I like that.” I said smiling.
“I know you do. And I know I couldn’t get you that cake when you came back from tour beacase of the accident so..”
She gestured for the waitress to come over something.
She put it on the table and left.
It was a big rocky road cheesecake. It had the words ‘Forever and ever we’ll be together’ written on it.
“Kendra…” I said starring at it.
“You see! I said I would get you that cake and I did! No accident could stop me from doing that!” she was such an awesome girlfriend. I don’t think I could ever hurt her even if I wanted to.
“Thank you. This is the best present I’ve received for ‘winning’ something.” I said.
I cut the cake and we ended up feeding each other pieces of cake, which turned into a cake fight. The remaining of the cake was packed up and taken home. We practically covered each other with the rest of the cake. IT WAS FUN! We were that happy couple again. I hope nothing else comes along to mess up this relationship like that Audrey typhoon that caused a mess.


-The Next Day-

We did our gig as usual. We didn’t do much today. Just the usual. Immediately after the show, we returned to our own busses, packed up all our belongings and were heading to the airport. We were heading back to our lovely homes in LA. We were happy that the tour was over and now we could have a small break. We still had all those interviews and photo shoots. But we were home.
Another thing to be looking forward to is Kendra’s birthday, tomorrow. I planned out everything. It’s going to be perfect. Right now, were unpacking back home and washing all that dirty laundry.

hey kendra!
sweet update! (:
okay, so, i commented!
btw, wish me good luck in the drama!
bye

-Chapter 15-

-Next Day-

*Andrea’s POV*

We just came back from tour. What a hectic tour. Today is Kendra’s birthday! It’s gonna be so much fun. Chul smothered me in kisses when I got home yesterday, and I liked it! I was packing my stuff to take over to Kendra’s house. Brendon had asked us girls to keep Kendra busy today. Hee Chul decided to follow Brendon and the other guys to go prepare the surprise. We were going to Angels and Kings club today for her birthday. The girl would be turning 25! Dhivyaa, Shawn and I already turned 25 before the tour. We didn’t really celebrate but we did go out for dinner and to cut cake and all that.
After I finished packing my bag, I kissed Chul and was on my way. He would be heading to Ryan’s house later. I reached Kendra’s house like 15 minutes later and got out with my bag. Just then, Brendon and the other dudes walked out. Kendra was clinging onto Brendon and it actually looked cute.
“Kendra, were gonna go prepare your surprise now. I know I’m gonna miss you and you’re gonna miss me but I doing this for you.” Brendon said standing on the porch.
“I KNOW!” She kissed him. “I will let you go but, I JUST WANNA KNOW WHATS THE SURPRISE!!!” She said screaming. Typical Kendra.
“Aww, but if I tell you, where’s the surprise?” Brendon said hugging her after she finally let go of him.
“I don’t need the surprise. Just the gift!” She said like a little kid.
“Nope. And now, I’m going.” And he kissed one last time and was on his way with the guys, most probably going to Ryan’s house.
“BYE!” Everyone yelled from the porch. Kendra was actually jumping up and down. I think she had too much red bull.
“HI!!!” I yelled waving at them.
“ANDREA!!!!” Kendra yelled and ran my way.
She grabbed my hand and dragged me inside.
Once we were in with everyone else, she locked the door and started questioning me about the surprise.
“Nu uh. I’m not talking.” I said and covered my lips with the cross sign, Brendon Urie style.
“FINE!” she said and crossed her arms.
“Oh yeah, I forgot, HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD LADY!” I