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Chapter 5

As I lay in bed that night, I smiled to myself. I didn’t want to go to sleep; I didn’t want this day to end. It had been the best of my life. Brendon and I had spent the day talking about everything. We really got to know each other. Plus, I don’t think I’ve ever laughed so hard in my life! And we’d taken some pretty awesome myspace pictures! It was whilst lying in bed that I made a decision. I might regret it, but, it just felt right. I didn’t want the life I had anymore. I wanted to be myself, and have people know the real me. At this moment, the only person who truly knew Kiara Brennan was Brendon. And I was keeping our friendship a secret. So I decided that on Monday when I went back to school, I would let the world know that I was friends with Brendon.


“Do you have the time, to listen to me whine, about nothing….” My alarm rang out to Green Day’s Basket Case. It was 7:15 on Monday morning. The usual gloom of another start of the week descended on me. Then I remembered that I would see Brendon today and my mood immediately lifted. I threw myself out of bed and literally skipped into the shower. I got ready and left for school. I spent the 30 minutes walk thinking over my decision. Was I really ready to give up the cushy life I had for a different one, one with Brendon? Yes, this was the only way I could be myself, be with Bren. I reached the school gates and was swarmed by all the jocks and all my fellow popular girls. I smiled at them and acted normal. I caught sight of Brendon. By himself like always. He smiled quickly at me then looked away. He still thought we were keeping our friendship secret. Okay, deep breaths. This was the moment that would change my life. Goodbye Miss Popular, hello… what exactly? Hello Kiara. That was it. I would be me, just me. Here goes…
“Bren!” I called. Brendon looked up at me, shocked. I ran over to him and hugged him, he hugged back even tighter.
“What the hell are you doing?!” He whispered.
“I’m being myself.” I laughed into his ear.
“Thank you.” He smiled. We let go of each other and turned around to face the sea of shocked, even disgusted faces.
“Kiara?!” One of my second in commands, Alicia almost screamed, “What ARE you doing?!” I swallowed, and Brendon took my hand. Cue even more horrified gasps.
“I’m breaking free. I’m not the person you thought I was, and I’m finally learning to be myself. Brendon is my friend, and if being myself means he’s my only friend, then so be it.” I said, feeling braver with every word.
“Well if you want to hang out with him, then you can forget us ever being friends.” She snapped. A chorus of ‘yeah’s’ echoed around me. Brendon gave my hand a squeeze. I tried to hold back the tears as I looked around at the people who were supposed to be my friends.
“Right then.” I started walking away, my fingers still intertwined with Brendon’s. As we walked away, I turned back around to look at Marissa; she was supposed to be my very best friend. Yet she’d turned her back on me too. Once we got inside the school building, I broke down in uncontrollable sobs. Brendon held me as he brought me into an empty classroom. There he wrapped his arms around me, and I got his shoulder black from my makeup as I cried on it. He kissed my forehead gently and I began to run out of tears. ‘You’re Ok’, I reassured myself. ‘You’ve got Brendon, what else do you need?’ I knew that my life would be so much happier with Brendon, doing nothing but being the real me.

Awwwh, I loved it, can't wait for chapter 6! =D

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Awwwh, I loved it, can't wait for chapter 6! =D

I was totally thinking the same thing...

Again it's short but C7 is on it's way!
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Chapter 6

The rest of that year went by, and I had been right. I was so much happier than I ever had been. Brendon and I spent every waking moment together. I was head over heels in love with him, but we were best friends, and I cared too much for our friendship to risk it on the off chance he felt the same way. So we were best friends, inseparable. I had no other friends, I never made up with the ones who turned their backs on me. They never apologized or made any attempt to rebuild bridges. So Brendon and I kept ourselves to ourselves, but I loved my life, as long as Brendon was in it, that’s all that mattered to me. Then one day my world came crashing down around me. Brendon had been acting weird with me all week, like he was hiding something. It really worried me because we NEVER had secrets, we told each other everything. But here, there was something he felt he couldn’t trust me with. I usually went back to his house Friday’s after school. But when I got into school on Friday he just blankly told me I couldn’t, with no explanation.
“Okay, why?” I answered nervously.
“You just can’t.”
“Ok.” I was nearly tearing up right there and then. What was wrong with him? So for the first time in almost a year I walked home by myself. I hated home at the moment, we had builders working there. They were constantly moving my stuff around and ugh! It drove me insane! I walked straight in and up the stairs.
“You’re not at Brendon’s?” My mum’s surprised voice rang out.
“Obviously.” I snapped back and stormed into my room. I sat and stared at the pictures on my wall. They’d all been changed in the past year; my wall was now covered in pictures of me and Bren, pictures of my favourite bands, souvenirs from some of my favourite memories, with Brendon. I spent that night just looking at our smiling faces in the photos, and I cried and cried. What was going on with my Bren? I couldn’t let anything happen to our friendship. I fell asleep crying.


The next morning was Saturday. I woke up and I felt stronger. I was going to go over to Brendon’s house and MAKE him tell me what was up, and we’d work everything out from there. I walked downstairs to the smell of pancakes.
“Good morning princess!” Sang my mother.
“Hey mum,” I smiled. She put a pancake on a plate and handed it to me; I sat down and started eating. One of the builders came into the kitchen, they were already here and it was what? Just gone 10:30 in the morning!
“Kiara?” Said the builder.
“That’s me,” I was surprised he spoke to me, what did he want me for?
“Here,” He handed me an envelope addressed to me. Puzzled I took it and looked up at him. “It was shoved through the letterbox last night, we had to move it and I forgot about it until just now. Looks like it was hand delivered.”
“Thanks.” I took the note and went into my bedroom. I opened up the envelope and started to read.
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My life is over.

Chapter 7

Dearest Kiara,
I was going to phone you, but I knew I would chicken out of telling you the truth, so I figured I could get all my feelings down on paper easier. I love you, I have since the first day I saw you, and I always will. This past year has been the best of my life. And it’s all down to you. I am in love with you Kiara, I didn’t want to tell you because I thought, if you didn’t feel the same way, it would ruin our friendship, which is the thing I cherish above anything else. So why tell you now you might wonder? Well the thing is Kiara, I’m moving away, to Las Vegas. My parents told me last week but I didn’t have the heart to tell you. I’m leaving tomorrow morning, Saturday 19th at 12:00 I’m going to have to leave my house at 11. If you feel the same way about me, come to my house before then, please. I just need to know you love me too. If you don’t then don’t worry. I’ll change my email address, I’ll get a new cell phone number, so you’ll never have to see or hear from me again.
I love you so much
Bren
Xx

It was already 10:30.

That was a really short chapter but it's all I felt was needed.
I gotta go now, but I will update tomorrow!
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awwwwwwww that was super sad and cutee i lurved the updatesss and cant wait till tomorrow

I KNOW you aren't gonna leave me hanging....JEEZ...WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?????

omg, those were amazing!

OMG MOARRR!!! new reader, but OMG I LOVE IT!!!

OMG THIS IS A CUTE STORY!
Update!

Thankyou for all the comments
The next chapter is on its way, it's real short, as the last few have been. But it's all that's needed.

Ps. *Get your hankies ready*

Chapter 8

Faster. Move. I have to do it. I just have to. Wait. Please wait. I ran like the wind to Brendon’s house. Faster than I’d ever run ever in my life. Like my life depended on it. Well, to be honest, it did.
Please God, if you're up there...
I turned down Brendon’s street just in time to see his car pull out of the driveway. But he’s not looking in my direction.
Look up, just look up!
The car turned and started driving away from me.
Please.
“WAIT!” I screamed, “Brendon it’s me!”
Run, faster, run! I sprinted as fast as I could after the car Run, race, sprint.
“BRENDON!!”
I sped after the car, my lungs were on fire, every bone in my body was aching. But I continued to run. I’d chase the car to hell and back if I had to.
Please, please God.
I tripped over my feet and hit the ground with a thud. I looked up, tears streaming down my face. The car turned round the corner, out of sight. I crumpled Brendon’s letter in my hand, and I curled into a ball in the middle of the road, sobbing silently as all my hopes and dreams drove further and further away.

NOOO!!! *chases car with Kiara to catch brendon*