awwwwwwwww i love this but oh my god you have to update the story called you didnt make it to heaven or whatever PLEASE its amazing

I love this already, you NEED to update it!
Its funny though...I would expect the roles to be reversed and Brendon to be the total and complete asshole. Ryan seems entirely too sweet! But this story is still massively entertaining, pllllleeeeeaaaaasssseeeeee update!

I really love it

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Chapter 4- Who Could Love Me

Due to a little thing called a contract, I'm backstage again, listening to screaming fans as I prepare to walk out. I take a deep breath, smile and run onstage. I hear screaming and teenage girls claiming they love me.

"I love you all too!" I laugh. The crowd goes wild. Ryan comes out smiling and waving, along with Spencer and Jon. Then it happened... the crowd started to boo.

"Fuck you Ryan!" I hear a group of girls screaming in unison. I look over to see Ryan looking down, while Spencer and Jon were laughing their asses off. Ryan glared at me and mouthed "just start".

"How are you all doing tonight?!" The attention was turned back on me and they began cheering again. "We are PANIC AT THE DISCO!" The crowd roars with excitement.

The night went on with cheers for me, Spencer, and Jon, and booing for Ryan.

"Alright, you've been amazing! Goodnight!" I yelled as we walked off stage. I ran to catch up with Ryan.

"Ry, I am so sorry." He spun around and grabbed my wrist. Spencer and Jon had already run off to claim first showers. Ryan pushed me against a wall and looked me in the eyes. He was crying.

"You've turned everyone against me Brendon. My best friends, my fucking fans..." He released me, "And now you've fucked us up." With that he walked off. I stood, stunned for a few moments before breaking down for what must have been the hundreth time in this last month.

******* In the tour bus**********

It was late at night, I was trying to fall asleep on the couch, while everyone else was asleep in the bunk area. Ryan and I would switch off who would sleep in a bed and who would be stuck on the couch. It was a silent agreement.

I sighed and flipped over, trying to get comfortable. I heard footsteps and looked up. It was Ryan.

"Can't sleep?" He asked. He stood awkwardly in the doorway.

"It's not the most comfortable couch in the world." I mumbled. He breathed a small laugh.

"Go sleep in a bunk." He said softly.

"No I'll take the couch." I sighed.

"Common, we can both take a bunk tonight, it was a long day." I looked up, and he offered a small smile. Maybe things could go back to normal.

"Ok, thanks Ryan." He nodded and walked back to the bunks. I followed.

Somehow I still slept fitfully, thoughts of Ryan and all the posibilities of us running through my mind.

awwwwwwwwwwwwww!

that was cute

update soon!

awwwwwww that was cute ummm can i have jon....unless you plan on making a joncer lol

Why do I feel sorry for Ryan? I shouldn't. MAKE ME NOT FEEL SORRY FOR HIM.

AWW RYANNN

damnit I wanted there to be a story where I didn't love fictional him =[

OH WELL ITS AWESOME

I love it!
*Update soon

Chapter 5- A Step Closer To Hell

So much for hope. Ryan's not talking to me. This morning, we were the first ones up. I smiled, he glared. Oh, well, at least my couch nights are over.

"Brendon?" Ryan asks me later in the afternoon, before the next show.

"Hmmm..." I manage to mumble, my eyes focused on the Spongebob Squarepants episode playing in front of me.

"Look, I know things between us have been... rocky, but uh, could you maybe say something to the fans tonight?" I looked up. He was biting his lip nervously.

Right now, I had all the power in the world. It was me who would decide the fate of George Ryan Ross the Third. It was me who could determine weather or not Ryan would have any devoted fans.

"What's in it for me?" I smirk. Fuck, this is mean, but... it feels so good.

"Anything you want." He thinks for a moment, "Ok maybe not anything but I mean... please Bren?" I have him begging me. I look back at the television screen.

"We'll see Ross." I reply smugly.

"Ok..." He says softly, before walking towards the back of the bus.

In my head, I'm telling myself he deserves to suffer a little longer. He shattered my heart into a million pieces, threw those pieces into a fire, and then flushed the ashes down the toilet. I couldn't forget that so easily.



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We walk off the bus today. Same drill as yesterday, we just have to get to the venue. Sreaming fans are waiting for us, standing behind flimsy metal gates, protected by large body guards.

"Brendon! I LOVE YOU!!!" One girl screams at the top of her lungs as I emerge from the bus. Jon and Spencer follow and are also welcomed by a procession of screaming fans. Then along came Ryan.

He smiles shyly but the crowd has gotten fierce. He looks at me desperately but I just shake my head and look down.

"You broke my heart Ry." I say loud enough so that he, along with at least twenty fans, can hear me. His jaw drops and everyone yells louder at Ryan. I watch as his eyes fill with tears, but worse than that, he looks disappointed. What did he expect?

He runs into the building and I don't see him again until right before we go on stage. His eyes are red and puffy and his make up can barely cover the sadness in his face. He walks right up to me.

"Bravo Bren. I thought you were better than me, but I guess we're both just horrible people."

Before I can reply I'm ushered onstage.

His words ring through my ears throughout the entire show.

brendons evil he made my rypie cry

Update soon!!!!!!

lol well then ryan shouldnt have been such a bum head

THEY'RE BOTH BEING COMPLETE ASSHOLES
great update though
make it better Hayley =D