getting ready to update yo.

[How does it feel with this pain in your back? And knowing that it’s not a knife]
Ella’s Pov
I rushed up to Brendon after creative writing before he strolled into Latin.
“Ella?” he asked.
“Brendon we need to talk.”
“Talk to me at lunch. I can’t be late for class.
I threw him into the lockers as the hallway was still flooded. Everyone looked as they rushed toward where they had to go.
“Ella!” He yelled.
“We need to talk!” I squealed grasping his collar in my fists.
He patted my knuckles. “Okay. Okay. Let me go and well talk.”
I slowly let him go.
“What do you want?” he asked.
“Brendon I’m sick.”
“Sick? You have a cold and you’re all up in my face. Thanks Ella.”
“No sick. Sick Brendon. Do you understand?”
He stared at me with a blank face, his eyes searching mine.
“Of course you’re stupid why you would understand.”
“Hey I’m not stupid. I can’t read minds. I can read palms and that’s about it.” Brendon shrugged.
I sighed and whispered in his ear what kind of sick I meant.
“Oh-Oh my god!” He yelled. His wide eyes went wider.
“Umm . . . Ryan’s car now.” Brendon said grabbing my hand and pulling me through the hallway.
A million red lights ran but we finally got to the doctor’s office.
‘Koala Family Practice’ the brick sign outside read.
“This is my doctor she’s pretty cool.”
“Is this smart to come here Brendon?”
“Yea its alright she’s my aunt.”
“Yea she’s my aunt’s therapist.”
His jaw dropped a bit.
“Please keep all comments to a minimum Brendon.” I begged getting out of the car.

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[Just sign the papers, you’re new life is almost rented.]

Ella’s Pov
I sat filling out the medical release papers.
Brendon took the pen out of my hand as soon as I started.
“Let’s fill this out together. . .”
“I rather do it myself.”
“If you’re possible the mother of my child. I want to know a few things about you.”
“Morella Urie. . .You can borrow my first name for now. Since the whole aunt thing.”
“Okay.”
We fill out the rest of the form and he turns it back in.
He sits back next to me.
I wring my hangs like their towels.
Brendon takes my hand and holds it tight it starts to turn cold from loss of blood flow.
“I’m scared too okay.” He says in a whisper. He kisses me then says “Don’t tell anybody though. That I’m scared. I have a rep to protect.”
“Oh yea cause you’re such a rebel.”
Brendon is scared in a strong ‘we’ll get through this even if I have to carry you’ kind of way.
“Urie, Morella!” the nurse calls into the waiting room..
We stand and go to the back.
“Your gonna have to dress into the gown for your check up.” The nurse says handing me a paper gown.
I held the edge of my shirt in my hands.
“Brendon can you-“
“Turn around? Yea.” He laughed.
“No help me. I’m a little dizzy.”
“Oh yea sure.”
He helped me and tied me into the gown. Then sat next to me during the whole check up.
Right up until we got the results of the pregnancy test.

Brendon’s Pov
My aunt came back into the room after giving Ella the tests.
I held Ella in my arms and softly stroked her hair. She was so scared it tired her out.
“Brenny.” My aunt sighed in a low voice trying not to wake Ella.
“Yea.” I nodded.
“You’re mom is gonna be so ecstatic!” my aunt smiled like a fan girl.
“So she’s not pregnant?”
“No she is. She is!”
“Then she is gonna be pissed Aunt Mel.”
“No. No she’s not. I called her and she’s excited. She wants you to bring Morella over as soon as possible for dinner tonight.”
Ella started stirring in my arms as she heard her name.
“Brendon-“she breathed sitting up. She rubbed her eyes, blinked then looked sleepily at me.
“I’ll leave you two alone.” My aunt smiled then shut the door.
“So are the tests back?”
“Yea.” I smiled.
“And Brendon what?”
“You’re pregnant.”
“Wha-No.NO. NO I CANT BE PREGNATE!!! BREN- NO!” She yelled. Tears sprung to her eyes and she cried hysterically.
I held her again in my arms and felt my shirt become plastered against my chest with her tears.
For some reason a killers song popped in my head and it was the only thing that was there. SO I decided to sing it to her.
"I believe in you and me
I'm coming to find you
If it takes me all night
Wrong until you make it right
And I won't forget you
At least I'll try
And run, and run tonight
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
Everything will be alright

I was out shopping for a doll
To say the least, I thought I've seen them all
But then you took me by surprise
I'm dreaming bout those dreamy eyes
I never knew, I never knew
So take your suitcase, cause I don't mind
And baby doll, I meant it every time
You don't need to compromise
I'm dreaming bout those dreamy eyes
I never knew, I never knew
But it's alright..."
And she stopped crying some.
"Ella"
only to have fallen back to sleep again.
Pregos women sleep a lot i guess.
I need to write that down.

ooh what happens?!?!

WHOA.
those were really good!!

[I know our joy will fill the world]

Brendon’s POV
We sat in my car outside of the small hospital.
“My aunt said you can come back and get checkups for free every month.” I said tapping the steering wheel.
She looked at her hands with tears encasing her eyes.
“Ella . . . do you want to listen to a cd or something?”
“No I don’t’ Just drive the freaking car Brendon. I don’t want to talk to you right now.”
“Are you mad at me?”
“Brendon I’m not posed to talk to you. Can we just-just call me later?”
I start the car and drive her home.
“Ella-“
“Later Brendon.” She smiled weakly and rushed out of the car and into her house.

Ella’s POV
I closed the door of my house and lay against it.
I slid down it. The rough wood grazed my back as I fell down, down, down.
My knees buckled under me as I reached the floor.
I grabbed at the carpet with my hands as I cried. It was a screaming sort of cry.
I was using every part of my muscles as I cried. Like I was trying to expel this baby out of me.
My phone rang in my pocket.
“Hey Ella its Mere are you okay you ditched the rest of the day.”
“I went to the doctor.”
“I heard that.”
“You know Brendon’s aunts a doctor. So we went there.”
“You and Brendon went?”
“Yea. He kinda had to you known on account of the fact-“
“That you’re pregnant?”
“Exactly.”
“Are you okay Ella?”
I bit my lip.
“Ella you can open up to me.”
“This can’t be happening to me!” I screamed at the top of my lungs. I’m not upset that I was pregnant it’s just . . . my mom got pregnant with me around this age. And I don’t want to be anything like my mother. I’ve done everything possible in my power not to become her. I’ve moved, I’ve lost friends everything. And now it’s just all pointless. And oh what is my aunt gonna say. She has enough problems working the microwave when I’m not home Mere!”
“I don’t know but . . . Jon’s a really great guy I’m sure he’ll understand and he’ll love you even more if you’re having his baby Ella.”
“I don’t think he will.”
“Why not?”
“Jon and I have never even you know before.”
“Then whose is it?”
“It’s Brendon’s.”
“Oh my god. That’s even better. Brendon he loves kids. He’s so good with babies. They stop crying when he picks them up!”
“What is wrong with you people? Do you not understand what I’m saying? I’m 17. I’m catholic! I’m pregnant! You should be giving me some lecture along the lines of listening to the part of that prayer about not being lead into temptation. And about not opening my legs and calling me a slut or something!”
“Well. How I see it is. . .the damage is already done. But its not really damage you know. You’re gonna bring a beautiful life into this world and it will be loved by all your friends.”
“You’re my friend?”
“Yea. I hang out with you silly!” she laughed.
“Oh. . . I didn’t think you liked me too much.”
“I do! I never said I didn’t! Hey I gotta go do some lame homework. So bye Ella. Call me if you need anything.”

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