Title:Because I Don't Want To Miss a Single Autumn Evening With You Like This
Rating: PG-13
Point of View: First
Notes:Hello guys! Im in the writing mood.
So, here I go. I hope people read this haha.
If you want to be in the story, you may ask .
Its a Brendon fanfic, because hes one sexy piece of delicous.

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Epilogue:
Because this bitter sleeplessness wont end.
My throat wants to scream, my eyes want to cry.
I cant adjust.
Its hurting.


Its hurting so good.

"Im Lost Without You"
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Chapter 1:

I like the earphones that go all the way into my ears, not like the Ipod ones. Like the Skullcandy earphones. I like them because I dont have to press them in to block out the world.See, I like to loose myself in my music. I like not being able to hear other things, other distractions. I like to close my eyes and pay attention to each note, each instrument. Every beat. Its kind of like a drug. My way of getting high is loosing myself in sound.I mean, hey, atleast im not doing anything illegal.

Today is October 8th. I love October. The smell, the feel, everything. One of my favorite holidays is even in it. Georgia fall weather is amazing.

My names Jasey Reither, and my 16-years-so-far of life is just starting, and let me tell you, its not easy.

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~~~interestinggg

I actually really like it. I can relate to it pretty well lol

Can I be in it pretty please? With (Idk if you know him) Christofer Drew from Never Shout Never. If you don't I can just take Mista J Walker.

I'm Pippa btw

i swear, this sounds like its gunna be really good! i like it so far =3

also can i pleasies be in it? with Brendon? or any one else?!

my names Dayna btw

if i can be in it and you need a description feel ree to ask <3

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Update?

Okay, sorry for the delay, because I was gone for the weekend to NY. And Dayna may I please have a description? and Pippa you can have Christofer Drew Can I have a description?

Wooo update! This chapter isnt really that entertaining, the real shit will come later. But please read!! Sorry for any spelling/punctuation mistakes. Someone deleting word off of this computer so im using notepad, do I dont have the automatic correcting thing.
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Chapter 2:
This morning I woke up freezing cold.I didnt want to get up because it was so cold. But I did. Because I know I have to.
Damn school.
But I like to think of it this way:
He'll be there.
So I got up and did my same routine of washing my face, putting on my makeup, doing my hair, etc. Then I went downstairs and outside to wait for the bus.It really sucks that my parents wont let me drive. For now I get to look really cool riding a big yellow thing that was awesome in elementary school.
I sat down by the stopsign on the sidewalk while I waited for the bus. I never know when my bus driver will come. She's like, a psycho bus driver whos stupid as hell. Im not fond of her.
After four minutes, my bus pulls up and I walk into it. Theres a total of 10 kids on it. Most of them freshman.
I sat down at the front of the bus, I like being the first one off. I endured the seven minutes of the bumpy ride, and hurried off the bus and into my school. I opened the schools doors, and he was the first person I saw. He was standing right there looking down at me.
I never see him here.
Hes Brendon Urie.
Hes not the most popular kid in the school, hes not a jock, hes not some kind of amazing student. Hes just...gorgeous. And he was standing right infront of me, looking at me.
"Brendon!" I said, it came out kindof shakey.
"Jasey! Whats up?" He said, with his sexy voice. Puberty went well for him.
"Uh, euh em...oh um nothing just you know going to my locker..." I said, my eyes immediatly looked down at my black worn out converse.
He chuckled, "Right. Well have fun, man," He said and gave me a hug.
I love giving him hugs. My heart skips a beat, and my arms love the feel of his body. And he gives the good-hugs. He doesnt have the ass-out air-hug. He pulls you into him and squeezes. Its always a highlight of my day.
But I dont like him or anything. Well not like-like. See, I have this rule, he HAS to tell me he likes me for me to like him back.
I know. Stupid rule. But i've been using it since 8th grade.
It hasnt really been working out for me, though.
You probably dont believe that I dont like him. My friends dont either. Im doubting myself too.
I walked away from him with this huge embarrassing smile on my face. I was so dazed, I almost walked right into Andrew.
Which wouldnt of been a bad thing. He has a nice body.
"Hola chica" Andrew said to me right before I would run into him. Him saying hello stopped me.
"Oh, hi there Andrew." I said and hugged him. Im a hugger.
Andrews tall. Like, 6"2. He has been tall for a long time. He was 6ft in 8th grade. And hes beefy. Not like, gross beefy. Like attractive beefy. He, as he says, has "pectacular pecs". He has shortish brown hair with hints of waves and curls in it. He has big brown eyes, and hugging him is almost as fantastic as huging Brendon.
Theres a huge difference between Brendon and Andrew. Brendon is the tight pants/band t-s and artsy shirts/converse-cool shoes/punk-rock music type. Andrew plays football and wears ASICS running shoes or basketball shoes (that he calls his "G-shoes" for some reason) and wears band-ts. He likes hard-core metal. He has no classification as a person. Hes odd. Their both a little fantastic. But im over Andrew.
Kinda.
Nothing ever happened between us, but we both wanted something to.
Nowadays were just friends. But we both still have a little feelings for eachother.
But I have Brendon. I mean, I WANT Brendon.
Brendon and Andrew probably dont even know eachother.
Im the type to be friends with anyone and everyone who would give me a chance, even if im not like them at all.
I should probably explain myself. Im 5"5, hazelish eyes that tend to change color, and wavy blonde hair. Im not super-skinny. I'd say im curvy. I like to be artsy-vintage. My hair always has a bow or clip it in, and its always down. I wear skinny jeans everyday. My shoes are usually converse, or vans. I have a pair of insanley neon knock-off vans that are fantastic. I like to wear t-shirts that have some sort of metaphor on them. Like, I have one with a kids shadow in a moon holding a slingshot. I guess it means "shoot for the moon". Its vintage-looking. I love it.
Continuing with my day at school.
Im with Andrew, talking to him by my locker. He's hilarious.
"Andrew, I really have to go to first period!" I said, still laughing.
"Aww, just a little while longer!"
"Andrew! I really have to go!" I said still smiling.
"Bu-" He started to say when the bell went off. All the kids raced to their classes. I stood there and looked at him in the eyes. He looked right back, smiling. The bell soon blanked out of my ears, kids became a blur around us. Andrew was the only one there to me.
These are the moments that I thinky about why I liked him.
"I was going to say," he said, bringing me back to time, "that I like talking to you. And we never see eachother. We have NO classes together!"
I smiled, "well, I really like talking to you too. We should go. Everyones already in class."
"Ahh, fine," he said and pulled me into a hug.
I closed my eyes while my head rested on his chest. My arms rapped around his perfectly muscular body. He smelled so good.
We stayed like that longer then a normal hug usually lasts.
At some point he pulls away, and I took my things and walked to my class. I didnt dare to turn around. I knew he was watching me walk away.
Why didnt he ever give us a chance.
I know I need to break him out of my thoughts. Brendons who I should be thinking about.
I went through my classes like I do every day. Barely paying attention, thoughts rushing through my head. Im surprised I have straight B's instead of failing.
I have no classes with Brendon. I met him through my friend last year, its how I know him.
I didnt see either Andrew or Brendon the rest of the day. I really wanted to see Brendon. My school is bigger then I originally thought in middle school. i never see certain people.
Funny how the certain people I always want to see are the ones I never get to see.
Todays Friday, thank God. I dont know what im doing tonight yet.
At the end of the day, after I walked home from the bus, I turned on my phone. Im not allowed to have my phone on my bus. I have to keep it inside my backpack. Why is it that I can use it during class breaks and lunch during school but not on the bus? The reason I will never know. The only excuse is that my bus driver is a weirdo.
My phone takes a while to get texts after its been off, so I threw it on the couch and went into the kitchen to get something to eat. I never eat in school. For some reason, I hate it. Sometimes I eat a little, but usually I just drink something. Plus, home food is sometimes so much better then school food.
I got a granola bar and a water bottle and sat on the couch next to my phone. It said I had a missed call from Brendon and a text from Andrew and from my best friend, Pippa. He put himself as "Andrew is Sexy" as his contact in my phone. I never bothered to change it.
First, I read the text:
Andrew is Sexy:
"JASEY. Holy fuck. We need to hang out. We havent talked like we did this morning in forevverrrr!! I really liked talking to you this morning. You better text me back, or ill come to your house and do something. I love you!"
Hes like the only guy in the world who uses full words in texts. He also says "I love you" to everyone. Everyfuckingone. It annoys me sometimes.
He texts like a girl.
It makes me squeel inside sometimes. Sometimes I actually do squeel when I get texts from him.
Then, in my mind, I was like "WHOAAWHOAWHOA PAUSE."
Brendon. Urie. Called. Me.

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children, I need those descriptions
thankyou.

Oh hai.
I luffled the chapter btw.
Ok, so. I'm Pippa, I have light brown hair and greyish blue eyes. I'm smart and dorky (in a good way though ;D) I like doggies and other cute animals lol. I wear skinny jeans and flats or these black suede slouchy boots. I ADORE flannel. Like I wish I could live in a world of flannel. I like chick fil a and chipotle (more like obsess over them) I like those high wasted skirts too. (wow sorry for the randomness) I text and listen to my itouch a lot. And I have a yellow dell laptop.

Idk super random, if you need anything else just ask lol.

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Originally posted by scampluvsryan:
Oh hai.
I luffled the chapter btw.
Ok, so. I'm Pippa, I have light brown hair and greyish blue eyes. I'm smart and dorky (in a good way though ;D) I like doggies and other cute animals lol. I wear skinny jeans and flats or these black suede slouchy boots. I ADORE flannel. Like I wish I could live in a world of flannel. I like chick fil a and chipotle (more like obsess over them) I like those high wasted skirts too. (wow sorry for the randomness) I text and listen to my itouch a lot. And I have a yellow dell laptop.

Idk super random, if you need anything else just ask lol.

thankyouuu! I love flannel too! Im wearing a flannel shirt right now

Pippa, you are mentioned in this! woo
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Chapter 3:
I probably shouldn’t be freaking out about this. It’s just Brendon. Just Brendon. I should probably call him back.
I picked up my phone and called him.

Ring
Ring
Ring
Ring Why wont he pick up?!

Ri- “Hello?”

“Brendon! Um, hi!”

“Hey Jasey! What’s up?” His voice is so….amazing.

“Oh, um, you called me earlier….I just wanted to see why you called…”

“Hmm. I think my phone called you on accident. When I heard this, my heart dropped. I expected too much out of the call.

“Oh. Okay. Well, bye...”

“Wait! Jasey! Are you doing anything tonight?”

I immediately sat up and smiled.

“No, I haven’t made any plans yet, why?”

“Well, I’m having a couple friends over. You should come, and bring that friend of yours. The one with the light brown hair and blue eyes.”

” Pippa? Oh, yeah! Where do you live?”

“Down Holcomb Bridge in The Falls. It’s by Centennial. I live at 1325 Holcomb Court. There probably will be a lot of cars in my driveway. You shouldn’t miss it.”

“Alright. Thanks. What time do you want us to come?
omyGodomyGod
“Like, around nine. I’m excited for you to be here.”

“Cool. I’m excited too! Ill call Pippa. “

“Alright man. Don’t ditch me now. Or ill come and burn down your house,” He laughed a sexyish chuckle, “Bye,” He said and hung up before I could say anything back.

To keep myself from getting overly excited and forgetting to call Pippa, I immediately called her.

” PIIPPAAAAAAAAA!!!” I yelled when she picked up.

“JASSEEYYY BABBYYY!! Whatchoo wan’.”

I laughed, “Wanna come to Brendon’s with me?”

“ WA-WA-WA WAIT. Pause. Repeat the question.”

”Would you, Pippa, like to come to Brendon’s house with me, Jasey, tonight at 9?”

“ Wait. Are you serious? Don’t joke around with me. You know Mr. Drew is like, his best friend. He would be there if Brendon’s having a party.”

“I’m not kidding. He invited me. Pick me up at eight-thirty, buddyyy.”

“Dude.”

“Dude.”

“Dude. I love you.”

“Good. Pick me up at 8:30 now, ya hearr!!! And make yourself pretty. Christofer probably likes pretty girls.”

“OHPSHH I GOT THAT. Bye!”

“Bye now! Ill call you later!”
And then she hung up.

OMFG I DIED LOL-ING

THIS IS EPIC.

LOL IKR!
I love writing stories. haha

What would you like your car to be pippa??

I sat back and took in what was going to happen.
I’m going to go to Brendon’s house.
It took me a while to realize that I had to get ready. I checked my phone to see what time it was: 6:39
Time to get ready.
Now is the time when the question comes into my head.
What am I going to wear? …oh no. Of course, I have to call Pippa.

“Pippa.”

“Jasey. I talked to you literally fifteen minutes ago. What do you wannttt!? “ .

“Pippa, what am I going to wear!”

“Clothes. You should wear clothes. AHHHH NOW I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR! Good job. Now we’re BOTH in a crisis.”

“Im sorry! Help me! I know what you should wear! Red flannel, black skinny jeans, and flats.”

“Well thank you, now I know exactly what to wear!”

“I got no benefit out of this phone call. “

“That’s your fault.”

Pippa! Just help me!

“Fine!! Hmm. Well, you should wear those jeans you just got from PacSun, you know, the dark blue ones? And that white V-neck you wore last week… dude, you should wear a neon blue bra under that!” she laughed, “Just kidding. You don’t want to come off as TOO big of a slut. OKAY. BACK TO CLOTHES. PacSun jeans, white v-neck, black converse. Alright?”

I laughed, “Wow. That’s really plain-looking Pippa.”

” Just do it! Sometimes people look their best when their toning there clothes down a bit.“

“Right. Well thank you. I love you Pippa!”

“Yeah, yeah. If only Christofer did too. Bye Jasey!

“Bye! Don’t forget, eight-thirty.”

“Yeah! Bye!

I hung up and went upstairs to change. I got my clothes that Pippa suggested and laid them out on my bed. Right when I took off my shirt to put on the other, my mom calls me on my phone. Shirtless-conversations are so awkward. I was afraid my mom would get pissed if I didn’t pick up my phone in time, so without putting on the other shirt, I picked up the phone.

“Mom. What do you want?”

“What a nice way to say hello to your mother! I just wanted to know what you are doing tonight”

“I’m going to my friends with Pippa. Why do you want to know Mom?”

“I just wanted to see what’s up!”

“Uh, okay mom. Well I have to go.”

“Okay sweetie! I’m coming home in an hour! Bye!”

Once she said that, I hung up my phone. “I’m coming home in an hour!” in my moms language actually means, “I’m coming home wasted in five hours. I’m just trying to sound responsible by saying ill be home before it gets dark.”
Whatever, Mom.

I put on my clothes that I laid out and brushed my hair. I straightened it a little and put some more makeup on. I sprayed myself with this amazing smelling perfume. I’m sure guys like it when girls smell good. Maybe it will make Brendon want to stay closer to me.
I checked my phone: 8:15

I put on my shoes and put my phone, iPod, gum, and some money in my pockets. I always have my iPod with me, same with Pippa. We can’t live without our iPods. And I never carry around a purse. I tend to loose bags a lot. Its surprising how much can fit into skinny-jean pockets. I went into the bathroom to brush my teeth. Right when I was about to be done, I hear my door open.

“BOO!” It was Pippa, “Are you ready yet?”
“You’re such a freak,” I laughed, “One second. Want some gum?”
“Of course, of course.” She said and I handed her a piece, and put a piece in my mouth.
“Alright, lets go Pippa.”
“Wooo!” She said, and skipped out of my room. I love that girl. We walked outside of my house and into her car.
“So, were does he live?”
“Go past Centennial and into The Falls.”
“Alrighty. So, Jasey, what’s up?”
“Pippa…”
“…Jasey”
“I’m right next to you. You can see what I’m doing.”
“Oh, right,” She laughed, “You look pretty sexy. And smell pretty sexy too.”
“Thank you!” I smiled, “You too”. The cars clock said 8:23. We just passed Centennial, and were at the stoplight before his neighborhood. Anthem Part 2 by Blink-182 was playing in the car. At 8:25, we entered The Falls. The houses were medium sized houses, some large ones. Not too over the top.
“Whats his house number and street name, Jase?”
“1325 Holcomb Court.”
“Mmmkay,” she said, and took the first right onto Holcomb Court. The house numbers started to rise.
1290
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1305
1315
Then I saw his house. Three or four cars were parked around his house, two were in the driveway. One car just pulled up.
“Oh my God,” Pippa said, staring out the windshield.
“What?”
“Chri-Chris- its Christofer!” She said. We sat staring in her car in the middle of the street as Christofer Drew closes his car door behind him. The moment went slow-mo for Pippa. She watched as his three other friends climbed out of his car. She watched as he stuck his keys into his pocket and as he walked to Brendon’s front door step. All of it in slow-mo for her eyes, and her mouth was wide open.
“PIPPA!” I yelled and snapped my fingers in front of her, “Park!”
“Oh! Right!” She came back into reality and parked behind Christofers car, “Jasey, did I tell you I love you already?”
“Yes.”
“Oh, well I love you.” She said and opened her door and got out. She stuck her keys into her pocket and had the key chain necklace thing hanging out. She looked pretty cool. I was jealous.
I want a car.
We walked slowly up to Brendon’s door arm in arm, and knocked. My heart was beating so fast, I’m sure Pippa’s was too. It seemed like hours, but at the same time seconds, before the door opened. I wanted more time, but then again, I didn’t. I wanted to see him right then.
Brendon opened the door.
“Jasey! Welcome to the Urie house!” he said and pulled me into a hug. I was afraid he would feel my heart beating so hard . The hug lasted a couple of seconds longer then a normal hug. He held on.
He held on!
“Yo, Brendon! Who’s at the door?” Christofer said as he walked up to stand beside him, “Well hello there, darling. And who are you?” He said smiling, standing in the doorway, looking right at Pippa.

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